A couple of days ago, I realized I have been avoiding myself. I have not written in regards to our boys, the grieving process or the path we have most recently taken in trying to expand our little family. It hit me with an oh-so-subtle-slap-in-the-face that I have not shared these feelings because I have been living in fear of writing them. Fearful of what emotions may come out. Fearful of sitting at the keyboard crying like I have done so many times in the past 2 years. Initially, I was not writing because we were given an ounce of hope again by visiting the Reproductive Specialist, a new path. Well, after all the testing, we are back to square one. There are no answers.
More to come as I am able to handle the emotions and processing that comes with typing our story.
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