Tuesday, August 30, 2011

One of Those Moments...

I just had one of those moments where I have to tell myself to keep breathing. "You can get through this Sarah. The sadness will lift, you will get distracted by life, persevere." A friend of Matthew's, acquaintance of mine, just gave birth to a beautiful little boy. He was due the same day as Ethan, September 5th, but came early. This momma is thankful he is safely here and I know his momma is thrilled! Yet, I still want to hide and forget the outside world sometimes. I feel compelled to cancel my Facebook account, ignore my phone, crawl inside myself and disappear. Fortunately, God blessed me with too many people that love me. For this I am thankful and for this I can look at depression, scare it away until it tries to haunt me again with another one of those moments.

1 comment:

Alison said...

Still loving you and praying for peace and relief from despair.